Poem by Nada (from 2005)

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Letter to the Sky

hi this is nada~..
hows ur life goin’?
i am drunk today too~
i am living life with drinks nowdays
u know when u drink, u feel better?
i was walking in the rain after having drinks with friend in the cafe

like…

the rain that is…
father’s tear..

my dad always wanted to do some business…
had many failures because of those tries…
but before all those failures
he wanted the happiness of our family…
but… he couldnt…
no… because of that 1 guy…

my dad was very healthy…
very healthy… my dad was very strong…
he wasnt skinny like me
he was big..
and strong..
he never lost vs people
and when we were living in the name of poor
my father fought with gansters only with his 2 hands…

oneday my mother came back home with all bruises over her face
my dad grabbed a metal pipe
and gone to the corporation ..
he leaped over the fence to revenge for my mom…
its like that…
thats how much he loved our family
and thats how strong he was…

but…..

the 1 guy …. drinking driving… and by illegial U-turn
dad is in the sky now…
this …
this isnt a destiny.. its an error of destiny…
an error of the sky…
the error that never supposed to be happend…

ha………i still feel empty…
but not a long ago… when i walked in the rain…
i felt it..
it was like…
my father’s tear

i…nada…
think i have to get brave back…

i talked with my friends in Gumi(state of korea)… alot of talk…
everyone is living a hard life…
i felt it now…

i realized how happy life i am living while talking with my friends…
i realize it now… now… now i realize…

yes i have to wake up again…
having no practice now is killing me…

if i go back to seoul…
practice hard… so no one can beat me…

and for sure… i will dedicate all those winnings and honors to ..
my father…

i..
im going back …

dont worry…

im going back to the real nada…